I'm getting more confident all the time. I just meant I worry that you'd think I was those things. Im not really creepy, I'm pretty normal, whatever that really means, and I'm very nice and I think I'm a lot of fun and make people laugh. But when i look up to someone so much, I just get Nervous I won't be cool enough to know them. Anyway. That message was mostly just to say how much I admire you.